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What Will Save Me
03:54
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Nothing is making sense
No one can hear my voice
I've tried it all and feel like I'm left with no choice
Nothing is working out
No one is listening
I've hit a wall
It's like I'm back at the beginning
What will bring the words I write to life
I'm out of time
Where can I go
I never gave up till I created it
No way out of this tragedy
Or so I thought until I found a reason to fight
I'm struggling but I see the light
Nothing can keep me down
No one will hold me back
I'm not about to let my own doubt bury me
It's always in my mind
But I refuse to die
From digging my own grave
I won't be perfect
But I refuse to die
And everyone can try to burn me to the ground
But I'll stay standing
No way out of this tragedy
Or so I thought until I found a reason to fight
I'm struggling but I see the light
I'm on the path that will soon be worth it
And if it's not then at least I had a reason to fight
I'm still afraid but I know it's right
What I create
Is what I feel inside
I'm so afraid of what's ahead
I'm hanging on by just a thread but I
Refuse to die
No way out of this tragedy
Or so I thought until I found a reason to fight
I'm struggling but I see the light
I'm on the path that will soon be worth it
And if it's not then at least I had a reason to fight
I'm still afraid but I know it's right
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Inside the dark side, I'm trying to survive
Rejecting what we see, are we all blindfolded
We're marching straight through the gates of hell
Death is all that I hear, it's only getting worse
My senses are breaking
Am I alive or am I fading
My body's so broken
I'm feeling that I'm about to turn
No one would care till were sinking
The evil holds us eternally
How can we hope for tomorrow
When we no longer know how to fight anything that will never show mercy
No mercy
Welcome to the dark side
A place we cannot escape
No one knows how to keep from fearing what's to come
Inside this horrid space we will never find hope and light
All we can do is die
With no way to survive
We are exposed to all threats
I spend my time in vain as I cry out for help
We're wasting our time, our bodies are being consumed
Nothing cures this infection
Find the way to live
No one would care till were sinking
The evil holds us eternally
How can we hope for tomorrow
When we no longer know how to fight anything that will never show mercy
I'm starting not to remember anything that I did just moments ago
I can't feel a thing
I cannot control myself and something makes me try to kill all that I love
If you can destroy me, please stab me with your knives
If you truly love me, please shoot my head
You know what is coming, please save me from myself
You know what is coming, please run away
Run away
Run away
You heard what I said
You should run away
From this infection
When we cared it was too late
All we are is now history
There's no hope for tomorrow
Cause no one made it out alive
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3. |
Holding On
04:20
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4. |
Hard to Survive
04:19
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The fear is building, I'm dying, there's nowhere left to hide
You have me on the ground, is this really the way I die?
With no hope I make a move to save my life
You stop me, you grab me, you twist and break my arm oh god
The pain it cripples me, but my life is on the line
I know this will be hard to survive
I can feel life fading and I'm losing my breath
I can't believe you were the one who would betray me
But sadly it has come to this there's no going back
Only one of us will make it out alive
As the walls come burning down, my heartbeat pounds so hard it's like
My soul is bursting through my chest to try and avoid killing my friend
It's like the ending scene to a god damn movie
But it's not on a screen
It's really happening to me
We have been through hell together, my brother
As time passed we both went our separate ways
I had demons to face
I should have known you needed me
I can feel life fading and I'm losing my breath
I can't believe you were the one who would betray me
But sadly it has come to this there's no going back
Only one of us will make it out alive
You don't have to do this
Let me make things right
You know I wouldn't hurt you
Betray your trust and leave you
Please you have to believe me
You don't have to do this
Let me make things right
You know I wouldn't hurt you
Betray your trust and leave you
Please you have to believe me
I can feel life fading and I'm losing my breath
I can't believe you were the one who would betray me
But sadly it has come to this there's no going back
Only one of us will make it out alive
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If only I had a way to go back
I wouldn't have ran away
Oh it got the best of me
No way to conceal mistakes that I've made
The pressure kept building
Always failing to contain it
And I'm out of my mind
I'd never been broken
Until I felt hopeless
Can you imagine being paralyzed
No control of the thoughts inside
(Of my head)
So can you forgive me?
Or at least understand me
I feel I'm losing control
Can you let me know that I'm not going crazy?
Cause lately I feel so close to the edge
That even when I sleep I'm running for my life
Can you help me down?
I'm out here all alone
I need you
I'm sinking
I'd never been broken
Until I felt hopeless
Can you imagine being paralyzed
No control of the thoughts inside
(Of my head)
So can you forgive me?
Or at least understand me
I feel I'm losing control
I am losing control
Feels like I'm falling apart
Just want to turn and run
But I'm better than this
But I'm better than this
I'm running out of time
Need to regain control
Regain
Regain
This can't happen again
So can you forgive me?
Or at least understand me
I'd never been broken
Until I felt hopeless
Can you imagine being paralyzed
No control of the thoughts inside
(Of my head)
So can you forgive me?
Or at least understand me
I feel I'm losing control
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6. |
Faith in This
04:05
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All of the hell that's inside my head roams freely
There's nowhere to go but it won't let me sleep
And I
I'm running in place
I'm scared just to be myself
And I can't play pretend
So I need an outlet for this
I don't know how to write what I'm feeling
But I'll take a chance
Will they even understand?
Cause I am breaking but I won't keep this in
I'll put my faith in this
I'm all alone in my head and there's no one listening
I write all down but it doesn't feel good enough
Am I good enough?
And I can't play pretend
I don't know how to write what I'm feeling
But I'll take a chance
Will they even understand?
Cause I am breaking but I won't keep this in
I'll put my faith in this
When will this end?
I need this to end
Are you there to help me?
No!
So I'll put my faith in this
Truth be told I always feel lonely
But I'm not afraid
I don't know how to write what I'm feeling
But I'll take a chance
Will they even understand?
Cause I am breaking but I won't keep this in
I'll put my faith in this
I would be free if I could arrive
In the place that I dream about
But I'm just standing here to be myself alone
I'll put my faith in this
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D-Mad Devil Japan
D-Mad Devil, the heavy music project by a vocalist/songwriter Daichi based out of Osaka (Japan) since 2018, mainly has its music roots based in beloved early 2010's metalcore & post-hardcore. Filled with intense riffs and catchy & delicate choruses as his established elements. Not a traditional band style, but keeping the elements with full band soundings on the music by Daichi. ... more
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