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One With the Darkness

by D-Mad Devil

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1.
Nothing is making sense No one can hear my voice I've tried it all and feel like I'm left with no choice Nothing is working out No one is listening I've hit a wall It's like I'm back at the beginning What will bring the words I write to life I'm out of time Where can I go I never gave up till I created it No way out of this tragedy Or so I thought until I found a reason to fight I'm struggling but I see the light Nothing can keep me down No one will hold me back I'm not about to let my own doubt bury me It's always in my mind But I refuse to die From digging my own grave I won't be perfect But I refuse to die And everyone can try to burn me to the ground But I'll stay standing No way out of this tragedy Or so I thought until I found a reason to fight I'm struggling but I see the light I'm on the path that will soon be worth it And if it's not then at least I had a reason to fight I'm still afraid but I know it's right What I create Is what I feel inside I'm so afraid of what's ahead I'm hanging on by just a thread but I Refuse to die No way out of this tragedy Or so I thought until I found a reason to fight I'm struggling but I see the light I'm on the path that will soon be worth it And if it's not then at least I had a reason to fight I'm still afraid but I know it's right
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Inside the dark side, I'm trying to survive Rejecting what we see, are we all blindfolded We're marching straight through the gates of hell Death is all that I hear, it's only getting worse My senses are breaking Am I alive or am I fading My body's so broken I'm feeling that I'm about to turn No one would care till were sinking The evil holds us eternally How can we hope for tomorrow When we no longer know how to fight anything that will never show mercy No mercy Welcome to the dark side A place we cannot escape No one knows how to keep from fearing what's to come Inside this horrid space we will never find hope and light All we can do is die With no way to survive We are exposed to all threats I spend my time in vain as I cry out for help We're wasting our time, our bodies are being consumed Nothing cures this infection Find the way to live No one would care till were sinking The evil holds us eternally How can we hope for tomorrow When we no longer know how to fight anything that will never show mercy I'm starting not to remember anything that I did just moments ago I can't feel a thing I cannot control myself and something makes me try to kill all that I love If you can destroy me, please stab me with your knives If you truly love me, please shoot my head You know what is coming, please save me from myself You know what is coming, please run away Run away Run away You heard what I said You should run away From this infection When we cared it was too late All we are is now history There's no hope for tomorrow Cause no one made it out alive
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Holding On 04:20
4.
The fear is building, I'm dying, there's nowhere left to hide You have me on the ground, is this really the way I die? With no hope I make a move to save my life You stop me, you grab me, you twist and break my arm oh god The pain it cripples me, but my life is on the line I know this will be hard to survive I can feel life fading and I'm losing my breath I can't believe you were the one who would betray me But sadly it has come to this there's no going back Only one of us will make it out alive As the walls come burning down, my heartbeat pounds so hard it's like My soul is bursting through my chest to try and avoid killing my friend It's like the ending scene to a god damn movie But it's not on a screen It's really happening to me We have been through hell together, my brother As time passed we both went our separate ways I had demons to face I should have known you needed me I can feel life fading and I'm losing my breath I can't believe you were the one who would betray me But sadly it has come to this there's no going back Only one of us will make it out alive You don't have to do this Let me make things right You know I wouldn't hurt you Betray your trust and leave you Please you have to believe me You don't have to do this Let me make things right You know I wouldn't hurt you Betray your trust and leave you Please you have to believe me I can feel life fading and I'm losing my breath I can't believe you were the one who would betray me But sadly it has come to this there's no going back Only one of us will make it out alive
5.
If only I had a way to go back I wouldn't have ran away Oh it got the best of me No way to conceal mistakes that I've made The pressure kept building Always failing to contain it And I'm out of my mind I'd never been broken Until I felt hopeless Can you imagine being paralyzed No control of the thoughts inside (Of my head) So can you forgive me? Or at least understand me I feel I'm losing control Can you let me know that I'm not going crazy? Cause lately I feel so close to the edge That even when I sleep I'm running for my life Can you help me down? I'm out here all alone I need you I'm sinking I'd never been broken Until I felt hopeless Can you imagine being paralyzed No control of the thoughts inside (Of my head) So can you forgive me? Or at least understand me I feel I'm losing control I am losing control Feels like I'm falling apart Just want to turn and run But I'm better than this But I'm better than this I'm running out of time Need to regain control Regain Regain This can't happen again So can you forgive me? Or at least understand me I'd never been broken Until I felt hopeless Can you imagine being paralyzed No control of the thoughts inside (Of my head) So can you forgive me? Or at least understand me I feel I'm losing control
6.
All of the hell that's inside my head roams freely There's nowhere to go but it won't let me sleep And I I'm running in place I'm scared just to be myself And I can't play pretend So I need an outlet for this I don't know how to write what I'm feeling But I'll take a chance Will they even understand? Cause I am breaking but I won't keep this in I'll put my faith in this I'm all alone in my head and there's no one listening I write all down but it doesn't feel good enough Am I good enough? And I can't play pretend I don't know how to write what I'm feeling But I'll take a chance Will they even understand? Cause I am breaking but I won't keep this in I'll put my faith in this When will this end? I need this to end Are you there to help me? No! So I'll put my faith in this Truth be told I always feel lonely But I'm not afraid I don't know how to write what I'm feeling But I'll take a chance Will they even understand? Cause I am breaking but I won't keep this in I'll put my faith in this I would be free if I could arrive In the place that I dream about But I'm just standing here to be myself alone I'll put my faith in this

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Debut EP by a Japan based metalcore/post-hardcore artist D-Mad Devil, includes 6 tracks.

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released June 4, 2021

Written by Daichi Nathaniel & Christian Grey-Nygaard
Mixed & mastered by Kuan Chang Chiu / Strong Tones Studio

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D-Mad Devil Japan

D-Mad Devil, the heavy music project by a vocalist/songwriter Daichi based out of Osaka (Japan) since 2018, mainly has its music roots based in beloved early 2010's metalcore & post-hardcore. Filled with intense riffs and catchy & delicate choruses as his established elements. Not a traditional band style, but keeping the elements with full band soundings on the music by Daichi. ... more

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